This box life is too small for someone with big dreams.
I’m so fed up of trying to match criteria I’m not, trying to fit a mould that I’m the wrong size for.
That’s all school is.
They send in 100 individual, strong, independent students every year and get out 99 perfectly moulded, exactly the same, identical robot-students who look the same… talk the same… think the same.
But every 1 student in 100 is different.
I want to be that 1 student.
I want to break away, break free from the path and go on a journey through wilderness.
I want to be alone. I want to just sit and think all day.
I don’t want to spend the next two years studying for my exams… Why is everything in my academic life is about exams?
I want to pack up in the middle of the night and go someplace I’ve never even heard of, with only the clothes on my back and my memories. I want to be someone I’ve only ever dreamed of being- someone spontaneous.
I want to create a new life for myself with a new name and not ever have to worry about exams, homework, school, expected grades, work experience or detention EVER again.
I don’t want to go to school tomorrow.